“Repeat after me — I AM NOT A LOSER.” 

 

 

Before long, I heard her fist hit the table and the crumpling of paper as she exclaimed, “I am such a loser; I mess everything up.”

 

I ran to the table. “What did you just say?” I asked. She replied, “I am a loser because I colored this blue when it was supposed to be black.” 

 

All words I desperately wanted her to absorb and believe.

 

Later, before going to bed, I stared into the mirror and felt that familiar twinge of self-recrimination in my own heart. You are not a loser. Tears like those I’d wiped away earlier pricked my eyes because I had my own self-criticizing episode just days prior.

 

Instead of basking in my younger daughter’s squeals and delighting in her birthday party, my mind raced in negative directions.

 

You still carry these last few pounds — don’t you care at all about how you look?

 

“Lazy.”

 

That mom works, volunteers and juggles a family — why can’t you do more?

 

“Incompetent.”

 

Some days you don’t even read your Bible — do you really love the Lord?

 

“Hypocrite.”

 

It embarrasses me to confess this wasn’t the first time my thoughts have run amok, causing such intense self-loathing that I was unable to enjoy anyone or anything present. So, why do I repeatedly lecture my daughter about her self-worth and the importance of giving herself grace when I practice the complete opposite myself?

 

For me, this cycle started during early adolescence. Insecurity abounded, so loving and accepting myself for how God made me was a challenge.

 

Despite the praise my parents poured into me, I never felt assured. Outwardly I appeared confident, but inwardly I was a complete mess. After years of telling myself I wasn’t good enough, smart enough, skinny enough or “fill-in-the-blank” enough, I began believing I’d never be enough for myself or anyone else.

 

Our key verse, Isaiah 64:8, declares we are intentionally and purposefully sculpted: “But now, O LORD, you are our Father; we are the clay, and you are our potter; we are all the work of your hand.” God views us as His work of art — His masterpiece.

 

Not only that, but God created us in His image, which means we bear some of His qualities. When we believe in Him, we are made into a new creation in Christ.

 

However, all of our problems don’t vanish in that moment. Overcoming personal challenges and resisting temptations requires a shift in perspective. I know all too well how the enemy attacks, causing me to question if perhaps the Potter made a mistake in my construction. Instead of looking inward, we must look to Christ to see our new, redeemed selves in Him, our only hope. When the father of lies prowls, I cry out to my heavenly Father for Truth to flood my mind and ease my soul before Satan pounces.

 

So, the next time we’re tempted to speak hurtful words to ourselves, let’s stop and ask: “Is this what my Creator would say to me?” Let us be men and women who not only speak Truth into others, but soak in the Truth ourselves.

 

Lord, help me shift my temporal, self-demeaning perspective to an eternal, Christ-honoring one. Please grant me victory in this realm of my life as I truly desire to be an example to my children and others around me. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

 

When I read this devotion it blessed me. What truth! We are our own worse critic but today I pray you are encouraged to silence your inner critic and ask yourself, as today’s devotion says, “Is this what my Creator would say to me?” We are more than conquerors through Him that love us.

 

Have a beautiful and uplifting day in The Lord! 

 

Today’s Reading is 1 Peter 1:3